17 days to make it right
I've never risked myself at doing "new years' resolutions" because I know I'm terribly bad at finishing what I start. Although, it scares the fuck out of me the fact that I will turn 28 next year. Looking back when I was a teenager, I expected things to be quite different by now.
Tired of fooling myself and pushing the pain aside to stay on my comfortable universe, I'm making the public commitment in my blog that no one reads that I will bleed through 2026 in order to make a change happen.
It's been enough time to understand that nothing changes if nothing changes and it's also enough of watching motivational videos everywhere. The truth is that I'm too afraid of becoming who I know I can become. I'm too lazy to put myself out there through the discomfort and grind that is required to be a true man, to the core meaning of the word.
So I'd like to say (or type?) that I'm incredibly grateful for 2025. I've achieved a lot this year, even while not being fully committed. So I think it's finally time to settle down, focus and make 2026 the platform year for the years to come.
I feel that something big is coming up, unsure what. I will find out soon enough what it is. A career change? A country change? Who knows. All I pray for is that God grant me the wisdom and resilience to endure the process of blossoming and becoming who I truly want to be.